Why..

I can hear the sounds of silence,
I can see the shadows of darkness,
I can feel the screams of loneliness,
I can catch the power of tiredness!
But why i do such?
Why? why? why?

I am not among the beaus
not that dizzy!
Not even the obsessive hide_bounded,
oh! Why i do fumigate my heart?
from the love_sickness!!
Just for compliance!

Oh! Noh! How repulsive!
Why do i do doze off every night?
Like a addle weeny insect!!!
Why after all those vigilance??Why? Why? Why?